The Great Sprit is mine!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Damn this stupid fucking life of mine!!
1 : I have weird habits
2 : late puberty
3 : not much money
4 : stupid slow com
5 : a dad who owes bank money
6 : a dad who breaks promises
7 : no money of my own
8 : can't draw money from my own banak account
9 : parents quarrel over money
10: A CROOKED SPINE. Not crooked as in hunchback, but like a snake.

Thx Viktor(Pronounce as Vee-t-or) for telling me about 10. Thx a lot man. Damn every nurses/doctors who were involved with my health checking in my school almost every year. They knew about myback. Like when? Like only when the last school health-check when the nurse check my spine! And she didn't say that there was anything wrong with me. Spine don't change position within half a year. Reminds me of a story by Judy Blume. A girl got this 'condition' too and she had to wear a brace called m-smthng brace. (Sry!^_^ Forgot the name and lost the book.) Didn't see any doctors yet... My life sucks! How I wish that I wasn' tborn, since I didn't make much impact on other people anyway. (Btw I'm not thinking of dying) I've come too long a way for me to end my story. Anyone want to sponsor for my operation if my condition is a serious one? Or even for the brace thingy, I read that it is quite X. And my dad somehow loves to break promises.
1 : he promised a golden color bionicle after my 'O's(nvm)
2 : he promised a mircoscope after my 'O's(nvm too)
2 : he promised a zen mp3 after my 'O's(about to war)

The excuses? : No money! Damn him for applying his credit card few years back! Damn the credit card! Damn everything! Damn the unsolved mysteries! Damn my unachieveable dream! Damn!

OVERSOUL
22:37

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Try this analysis about you guys:
You are the type of person who has a tendency to be critical of yourself.
You have a great need for other people to like and admire you but you pride yourself on being an independent thinker and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof.
You have a great deal of unused capacity which you have not turned to your advantage.
While you have some personality weakness, you are generally able to compensate for them.
You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restriction and limitations.
So now is it true? If not true I tok!! Actually it is the Barnum effect. And it should be true... Bye for now!

OVERSOUL
22:59

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Yes! I'm upgraded/promoted/evolved! I'm not a cropper anymore. I'm now trying P.D.F. I don't know what that stand for (potable something, I guess) but it has something to do with checking whether the computer can read the words in the scanned-books correctly. The computer is not invincible ok? It can read a 'll' in an old book to a 'n', or a 'u' to be 'ii'. So changes are neccessary so that people finding the books will not search for the wrong words. Gotta go! Bye!

OVERSOUL
22:20

Monday, December 12, 2005

Realized something while inside the MRT. I faced thge sun for less than 2 hrs. Lets see, to go to Redhill from here (my house) takes 40-50 mins and lunch hr is 1 hr long... So that means 1 hr and 50 mins. I went home at 2030 so theres no sun shining... Great... Soon I'll be lacking of Vit. D and I'll need Vit. D to absorb calcium. Soon my bones will become very brittle, weak, and fragile. Nah! I got a Sunday full of suns! Gettit? Sunday? Sun? Nvm... Btw does anyone know when does any poly starts school next year? I thought its March, but some of my friends told me that it's still suppose to June.

OVERSOUL
22:16

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Yay! Arigato to TDZ(The Digi-Zone)! Add a Kuramon just now. It's so cute and irritating at the same time!! Arrhh!! Thank you TDZ!!! I ask for the html from them, and they replied! So not every web master is dao, ok? But its not everyday a web master replied to you right? Thank you TDZ again!

OVERSOUL
01:09

Friday, December 09, 2005

First day of work with rainwater in my shoes... Lesson to learn: Wear boots whenever you need to. Trust me. I worked in a air-con room with a pair of wet shoes, wet socks and two extremly cold feets. Well, 4 more collegues share the same fate with me. Did about 300++ no. of cropping today. Very few because the files take a very long time to copy from server to my computer. Watching Godannar now so bye bye!

OVERSOUL
22:57

Monday, December 05, 2005

Add another new saying just now: "We have two ears but only one mouth, so we may listen more and talk less"- Zeno(Taken from Today, Monday December 5, pg 28)
So now, since we listen more, who will be the one we listen to? I feel that we don't need to listen everytime. We just have to speak up at the right time, then there won't be any argument about whose turn it is to speak. Most of the time I let the other speak what they want first before adding in anything else.
I finally understand why some people want to turn their songs/musics so loud. It is a way for them to escape from the reality for awhile. In other words, to cut themselves off from the world around them. I feel that sometimes in the morning, there are just some people who just stand near the back door of the bus. And they are blocking the way of nice people who want to move to the back of the bus. They are so irritating. They should just stand near the door only when their stop is next or if there are no other people standing in the bus except them. Got rid of the irritating windows alerts. Add some snows instead. Thanks Qi Lu for the snow!! So the snow might make this web page run very very slow.
Btw my working hours has changed to 0830-2030 Mon - Fri. $5/hr (Lunch 1 hr, dinner 1/2 hr) and 0930-1830 Sat. $5.50/hr (Lunch 1 hr) So there. One more thing, (this is specially dedicated to Yi Jian) I have put my working hrs in my previous post. If it isn't clear enough, Read again in this post!!!

OVERSOUL
21:40